a good decision
woke up a bit early, read the internets, fell back to sleep, woke again at nine thirty, feeling dizzy, ate breakfast, felt really tired and groggy, got dressed to start work outside but went back to bed as i was not feeling very well. woke at one thirty got dressed again to work on the greenhouse and workbench as planned but made a great decision to work on the osage orange wand instead
listening to dylan's bootleg series volume three, proceeded to finish the wand by six. just what i needed, gentle whittling, making a beautiful thing, sitting in the kitchen enjoying bob and looking at the sunshine in the garden
was emotionally quiet enough to start missing the children again. being the divorced dad is crap
early to sleep this evening, i won't be rushing to finish the wand and will hopefully be well enough to dance for the first time in ages at karo's 50th birthday party tomorrow. a really good decision